I'm not one to rant on public sites but i'm in a state of desperation and i'm pretty much anonymous on this website anyways so figured i have nothing to lose. apologies in advance loves.
this new full time summer job is making me cranky yet i'm happy i have it because i need money so i can move forward. I don't plan on staying there though and the idea of that is what's keeping me sane while working my shifts, just till summer is over.
longterm friendships are running dry. people still reach out to me and want to hangout, i don't know why considering i only hang with them so they stop whining to me then i end up being the plan maker and ra